|A post in which I address my younger self.|
Warning, it may be rather long.
You still manage to embarrass yourself on a daily basis at school, but it's ok because if you pretend that you're doing your school tie for about five minutes people just look away. You still don't know how to act around people and you can't stand spaces with huge crowds. You really like poetry and day dreaming. Maybe too much, some even find it rather creepy that you can stare at something for ages without blinking. You have amazing friends but your incapable of saying anything without laughing awkwardly afterwards.
You'd have probably gone insane if you hadn't started blogging and found a place to express your creativity. You're always making songs and some people find it annoying. Your sense of humor is still really weird but your friends laugh at our jokes anyway. You're amazing even though you deny it all the time. Oh, and you never really did learn how to accept compliments, you're still really awkward when it comes to that. And you're also now totally obsessed with the internet. You have a mild obsession with Grant Gustin a.k.a the cutest guy alive. hahaha( You don't get the pun do you?) another example of your horrible humor.You never were never really able to work on that were you?
But mini me I'm hoping that you smile because you've accomplishes so many things, you've become someone that I am proud of.You have done things that you had told yourself you'd never do and you're still trying, still going strong. Still attempting to find yourself and succeed in life.
There's a few things I wish you would have done. I wish you would have spoken up for yourself more. I wish you would have stop trying to be like an adult and just let yourself be a child. I wish you would have talked to people instead of blocking them out in fear of being judged. I wish you would have known that your opinions are valued. And I really wish you would have taken opportunities presented to you. But those are things I'm working on now, so don't you worry.
So mini me, I hope that you know life is good and that you will become what you had always wanted. A fashion designer, a journalist, a dancer, a singer, an actor, a poet, a writer, an inventor, a scientist. A good person. Remember all those times you would come to school choosing a different career, know that you can do all of these because the world is an unlimited orb of opportunities and with hard work your guaranteed success.
Yours sincerely Stella. That star up in the sky. ( A shooting star reference)
P.S. Unicorns do exist, I saw one last Tuesday.
I hope you enjoy this post and I'd love it if you wanted to do a message to mini me as well.Link it down below so I can read it if you do.